nuffnang

Thursday, October 9, 2008

i is feeling very weird.
because this few days , i sleep very lil but keep sleeping.
contradicting?
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eg, i fall aslp at 5 , woke up at 6.30 slp at 8.15 , woke up at 10.30
i kept having nightmares .
i kept turning about in bed . ;(
i keep crying and i dont know why .
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i promised myself to stay strong , to move on , to not regret.
but oh-hell-who-knows i dont even know shit about what
i`m gona do next .
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ha ha ha . i`m a joke in life
a joker for life .
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had been very paranoid and kept thinking of things
that doesnt seems to be true.
my mind jus couldnt stop running and couldnt stop thinking.
i hate it , i`ve a burden/gift in me .
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i`m hungry already and i jus woke up.
i`m gona go get mel to buy food f0r me .
thats his job. his duty . his work .
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lao niang misses freedom for everything ;@
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